Alexandra

Trust me, I'd like to.

 

I'd like to write down my feelings and my everyday-life both to inspire but also to help myself and others who feel the same way; I have received mails from a couple who do.

 

But... Unfortunately, today's social system is too vulnerable. It is dangerous and hurtful in so many levels to expose oneself like that – it is simply not worth it. Again, unfortunately. I spoke with Carolin just today about it, about the ability some people have. To push down others who grow. Again, a thought-provoking quote is "if someone is trying to bring you down: it only means you're above them". Well, we are all humans. We all get affected by negativity, more or less. It is easier to take in bad criticism than to let one be encouraged by the positive. I just wish that... Instead of people being jealous: they would be inspired and take part of the energy of others.

 

I have one friend who write amazingly – but has put a password on her blog. Another one who closed it down. Mainly due to unworthy people reading it. I cannot help imagining how many people they'd inspire...

 

That is why I operate my blog on a relatively unpersonal level, where i feel comfortable.

Where I can choose whether to keep certain happenings and feelings for myself, or to share it.

I have purposes. I have beliefs. It is just that... Not everyone is ready to take part of them. Yet.